rainy days and mondays

ok, so it barely rained today, but I definitely had a case of the mondays.

school started back...and with that so did dsc parking problems
i was going to blog about that and other dsc dislikes, but i'm too tired.
i'll save that for tomorrow.
plus i didn't get to see my fav show weeds.
bummer.
sorry nancy botwin, we'll catch up tomorrow...i've missed you.

my post from yesterday expressed my love for music
and how it can pertain to your everday life.
the good times
and the bad.
and
like i said yesterday, i love jack johnson
and one of his songs randomly
(probably not all together randomly
 since i have been listening to his music
 for the past two days straight
 but i digress)
popped into my head
"All At Once"
i have been stressing about school
and other things and low and behold
look at these lyrics...

All at once,

The world can overwhelm me
There's almost nothin' that you could tell me
That could ease my mind

Which way will you run
When it's always all around you
And the feelin' lost and found you again
A feelin' that we have no control
Around a song
Some say
There's gonna be the new hell
Some say
It's still too early to tell
Some say
It really ain't no myth at all

Keep askin' ourselves are we really
Strong enough
There's so many things that we got
Too proud of
We're too proud of
We're too proud of

I wanna take the preconceived
Out from underneath your feet
We could shake it off
Instead we'll plant some seeds
We'll watch em' as they grow
And with each new beat
From your heart the roots grow deeper
The branches will they reach for what
Nobody really knows

But underneath it all
Theres this heart all alone

What about is gone
And it really won't be so long
Sometimes it feels like a heart is no place to be singin' from at all

Theres a world we've never seen
Theres still hope between the dreams
The weight of it all
Could blow away with a breeze
If your waitin on the wind
Don't forget to breathe
Cause as the darkness gets deeper
We'll be sinkin as we reach for love
At least somethin we could hold
But i'll reach to you from where time just cant go

What about is gone
And it really wont be so long
Sometimes it feels like a heart is no place to be singin' from at all

sums up my day.
i want so badly to graduate.
those 6 words you see above
don't really express
my undying urge
to graduate.
for someone always full of words
i can't verbally express
the feeling i have inside
of wanting to be done with school.
i've been in school too long
partly my fault
partly dsc's
(will explain further tomorrow)

but the very first verse of this song couldn't better explain
how i am feeling at this moment
"All at once,
The world can overwhelm me
There's almost nothin' that you could tell me
That could ease my mind"

jack, unlike plenty of peeps that have come and gone from my life, you never let me down!

sleep tight, readers.
tomorrow will be a new day
and no longer monday.
:)